Friends!

hello guys...xD xD xD....haizzz....i felt so happy but yet....arghhh....I really hate making new friends...because i know that someday, somehow, it will come to an end...and that is the worst part of it....even though i know that friends will last forever....but there is no such thing as together forever...only memory that will remain...but theres one thing that i love about friendship.....it teaches us about many things....how to appreciate others...how to love others and etc....well...that's life that we need to face either good or bad....its our destiny to face it...all we have to do is having the guts to face it...but somehow...i'm not strong enough...sometimes...it hurt so badly....sometimes....worst than that....well i guess...its my journey...because i know that God will guide me along the way...and i know...every friends will felt the same too....i'am  not a good friend...but yet...i still respect them.....if i became someone's best friend....i will heart them so much....even boys....because i have this kind of experience where....being alone....having no place to express feelings....as i'am the only one in this world....haha...i remembered when i was still in primary school....everybody is afraid.....maybe terrified to be friended with me...due to my dad's status..wakak!...i remember that time...no one wanted to be friended with me...i'm not blaming my dad..of course not....but i cant figure it how why....ajajajja....but never mind...i truly understand....aajajjaa.....but i really need a friend that time....heee...one day...i read an article about friend....hee...next post...ajajjaja