Bulan DuaBalas Bulan Bergembira !

Yess Akhirnya Bulan 12 ! Lamaa sda Kayee..Mo Dakaat sda kirismas nii..sibuk tahap gaban...tuan rumah gea thn ni candlelight di paroki kami..soo tu laa cabaran...bisuk lagi mo berabis nii..lusa candlelight da....hohoh...niari panatt yang paling kihheyy....bh harap2 siukkk kirismas thn ne....May God Bless Us.....Have a Blessed Christmas and A Joyous New Year Everyone !

Hoi Budak...Warkah Untuk Ko !

P/s : Before You Continue reading, please make sure that your speaker is functioning and at the right volume...it is better if you can use an earphone or a headphone...after doing that...you may start reading ^^

hoi budak,

kw tw kh? first time sy dingar nama kw, sy pikir pompuan....hihi....jan laa marahh broo...tp mmg btl laaa...Sy ingat tym first sy jmpa kw, kw la yg paling first sy tegur...kw ingat khh tuhh?...haha...tym tuh kita minum petang tuh d medan...haizzzz....skema jg laa sy tgk kw nee broo....pas tuh dlm bas kan, sy sempat lae mimboros-boros sma parent kw....hihi...sy maa daa yg kna suru ajar kw ckp dusun tuh tp paa bulii buat....x sempat....tp ada jg maahh knn sy ajar kw ckit2....hihi....tiapa laaa...at least laa kn....sy ingat jg tym kt daftar d sna kolej kediaman, mama kw sgt risau psl kw punya roomate...sama2 tuh kita jalan p akasia, but parent kw keeps on telling me their concern...mama kw pun ada lagi nii ckp sma sy supaya sentiasa jaga kw especially in religion...tapi kan sy rsa kw yg jaga sy ooo...hahha...thnx for that broo...pas tuh kan tym MPPB, kw ada jg bh tulis surat sma sy....tengkiuu laaa brooo...i appreciate it very much! hihi...

hoi budak,

kw tw kh kw sgt pendiam duluu....apa lagi klu d kelas....paling diam....haha...tp lama2 sda kan...pandai sda la kluar tanduk....especially among kita2....hihi....lawakk laa kw nee broo....bila kita sudah biasa2 sda kan....naaa pandai la tuh mw *ehem2*....tp kan brooo...sy tida marah bhhh...lekkk laaaa....hihi....bila kita outing sama2 yg duuluuu  after dapat first elaun kan...nahh....pa lagii...KFC bhh trusss....broo...jan kw lupa yg itu aaa....hihi...

hoi budak,

kw ingat kh tym sy miskin after beli laptop? kw la tempat sy minta maggi...hahaha...tq laaa brooo....u saved my life ! hahaha....kw mc ingat la kh sy slalu marah kw klu kw makan truss 3? hahaha...balik2 nee kunun sy marah kw kn....tp sma jg teda perubahan =="....tp kan brooo....sy bukan marah tuh...sy jelesss....sbb kw kaya buli beli byk maggi...hahhaa...kw mc ingat lae kh tym sy slalu marah kw sbb kw tida mw makan sayur?....hahah berabis kmi paksa2 kw kn.....tp kan, kw mc ingat kh hari tuh sy berjaya menyuruh kw makan sayurr?....thnx broo for that ! i appreciate it very much!...hihi...kw ingat lg kh tym kw brabis mw save duit?...maaagggiieee sja kw tw....urg bawa p makan tym dinner....maggie jg larr pilihan kw kan....tp setahu sy kn...kw la paling kaya antara kami...tp kenapakahh harusss brooo ??....tgk naka skrg nga kw boring sda mkn maggie....hohoho....kete...hahaha

hoi budak,

kw ingat kh tym kami tida p smbhyg? hahaha...kw laa jadi father kami....at least ada jg aa feeling mcm d grjaaa...hebat kutbah kw broo....ada harapan brooo...hihi...kw ingat kh tym dulluuu....tym kita men FOC ? hahhaa.....mentang2 laa sy noob, kw brabiss laaa kunun kann...hmmm...bgs laituuu...at least we have something to do kannn....tp bila sy ingat tym kita men dota kan....kw laa feeder....kalahhh diii lawan AI....wakaka...tp tetepa broo.....pengalaman....belajar mainn tuhh....nti kita fight kiooo....hihi...

hoi budak,

kw ingat kh tym kita buat assigmnent? punyalaa kw sangat panik klu bab2 assignment nii kann....tp nasib ada kami bh kan....ihiihi....semoga kw dpt good result....lepas tuh kan klu pembentangan di kelas kan...kw laa paling cumilll.....i remembered the girls called you big baby.....sy pikir kw mw marahh..tp kw trimaaa jgg dgn hati yg ithcy2....wakakak....bgs2....sukaa la sy kw brooo....brooo....kw ingat lae kh tym kw ajar kami tuh stretching2 sma exercise2 yg kw bljr tym kw bersukan? punya kick tuh broo...sy pun tida dapat buat ooo....kw laa paling manang brooo....

hoi budak,

kw mc ingat kh tym kita ikut koiR? hahaha....sikitt lagi kw tida mw ikut kan at the first place...tp akhirnya kw ikut jg....at least u have something to remember here...tiapa brooo...hihi...siokkk laaa jg kan wlaupun pernah kna suru balik sbb lambat datang....hahaha....tp at least ada jg muka kita kan d dapan...presenting a good choir....hoho...jan kw lupa yg itu aaa....paling bahagia laaa kn tym tuh sbb dapatt saja makan freee...yg sadap2 lae tuhh....haizzzz....ehihihi....

hoi budak,

kw ingat lae bh kan kita slalu makan maggii di bilik kw....using heater-mu....wakkaa.....tq laa brooo..kw la penyelamat kamii niii taww.....hahaha.....tq jg sbb kw slalu tulung sy niii....hehe....bh nti jan lupa makan maggi d snaa kiooo....wakakkaa.....broo, kada kaagu lihuai mimbalajar mimboros dusun kio....hihihi.....bh au ko nopo karatii nga mokitulung tulun suai kiooo....haha...

hoi ambalut,
kosorou koo poo dii guluuu soira minan dagai boliai kek? hihi.....kagagang kasarii kioo....nga iri noo tanda do nokosukod koo nodii....hahaha...nga miagal nogi tangakannn pooo....osonong nogi kanto boo riii....kasasari nogi sabaagii do tanganak kieee...hihihi....sorohooo noo kaaguuu id maso minooii tokou hilo EP...hahaha...osiukkk giaa riii.....kada kolingai ngai riii kioo...

Bh budakk...this is my personal message....
you know what? i really appreciate our friendship even though we were together for only one semester....we have been trough many things together...either happy or sad....we have shared our thoughts....I was soo touched u know....BFF.....BEST FRIEND FOREVER...not BoiFrienForever.....wakakka....jokingg.....well...time passed soo quickly....well dont be too sad broo....we will not going to forget you....and i believe that you will also do the same thing....dont get too much stress when you are there k...i know the feeling being a new student....well i guess u have to brace yourself to be " ALL BY MYSELF " for awhile...hahhaa....u should learn from someone who are expert in this kind of shit...hahah...no offence guyss...i was jokingg...hihihi....but thats what friendships meant....to have fun with....to have a good time with....and to have a beautiful memories with.... i know that im not that good friend for you but i really appreciate the friendship that we had...well...if i have done something that breaks your heart, i am truly sorry for that...broo...i would say thanks for all the help that you have done for me....even it is just a small help but still, it is a HELP....and broo...i want you to know that we all love you...and i really love you(as a friend)....just be good there....and dont worry, u'll find a new friends there....hehe.....they all are among our ex-classmates jugaaa...dont worry....they will take good care of you....hihi...i am proud to be your friend....well....i guess thats enough for me....if i continue....u'll never finish reading it....thanx for everythinggg ! ^^.....

Merry Christmas?

Hey There, i wanted to share a little bit about christmas since it is just around the corner...Well i remembered last year where the priest in my parish told us about the word 'MERRY' in "MERRY CHRISTMAS"...well its kind of a tradition where we were taught to wish our friends using MERRY CHRISTMAS since we were kid...but in a religion way, it is not suitable...from the definition of MERRY itself, it only wishing a great time and a wonderful time during christmas...its not a sin to wish using the word merry...we can use the word to wish for those who are not in the same religion, but within us, we should wish our friends in a proper way, in other word more meaningful and effective...so the priest in my parish told us that the proper way to wish a christmas is by wishing our friends and family a BLESSED CHRISTMAS...by wishing this, everybody will be blessed for the whole year coming, because every word is a prayer...so why not...instead of using Merry which only last for christmas only, why dont you use Blessed Christmas where it will last for a year straight...Soo...Have a BLESSED CHRISTMAS....

I am Stronger Than Yesterday !

Yes I am ! Hahaha...and i would never expect myself to cope with everything ! but still there is the consequences that i have to bear, but at least everyone is happy....and that's fine with me !.....at least.....arghhh.....i think im going to die.....gudbyee everyone......


Stronger than yesterday
Now it’s nothing but my way
My lonliness ain’t killing me no more
I’m stronger

That I ever thought that I could be, baby
I used to go with the flow
Didn’t really care ‘bout me
You might think that I can’t take it, but you’re wrong
‘Cause now I’m Stronger !

Its About Friendship!

Hey there....well its time for me to waste my time posting a post since there is nothing to do besides than playing stupid games...recently when i went back to my home...I was truly happy....where I met my best friends...just like the old time...they were my friends since I was in high school and we spent much time together...they often went to my home that time because they want to be the crew for my brothers' group...my brothers are often requested for PA System and Music services whenever there is an important occasion such as a function at schools, at the district's community hall and the most occasion is the wedding parties since they(my bros) have the most complete system and devices....from huge speakers, to a heavy power-M and many other devices related to music...regardless the place or distance, we will definitely be there if requested...so my friends and I went to many places, even to the rural area...we had so much fun during those days...we gain so much experiences which is usually gained by most of people during a ceremony... ha-ha...so last week was my sister's occasion at my home...so I invited them to my house to do the things that we do as always in the past...after a while i haven't met them, they still willing to come and help in the preparation process even though they were very busy with respective life...frankly speaking, I am touched in a sudden...and I have never felt the friendship moment for quite a long time...and I am looking forward to spend time with them again later on...because I miss them even until now...now I have learnt that even though we are separated in respective pursuit either in study or work or life, the friendship shall never be forgotten!...but to maintain a good relationship, sacrifices has to be made, just like my friends did it to me...and I am thankful to have a friends like that...^^

Told ya. They were helping!

Going Back!

Hey there. Well today I'm going back at my home to attend a family occasion. After all everything happen for a reason. I am upset that I didn't go back last week. But now God gave me the change to go back and I am very thankful for that. But it is a waste where I can't join my classmates for the Teslian Night. Well, I still can have that night in future. Besides, family is my first priority. So to my dearest Friends, I am sorry. So, Beloved HOME ! Im coming !

I'm Staying ^^

Heyy There....Hehe...How's Life ? I Hope Its Better....Tonight, Everybody (not everyone) Will Be Very Busy ! Packing ! Haha...the most Waited thing to be done...There's a joy in doing this thing(I felt it myself)....and i dont know how to describe it....well i guess im going to be all by myself afterwards for a week..(not that lonely u know)...hahahaha....its not that I dont missed my home....its not that i dont want to go back...but im saving THE VERY BEST for The LASt....yeahhhh.....The Feeling of "GOING BACK HOME" has to be KICKK ! If I Go Back Too Often, Then Its Like nothing( My personal Feeling )...U know what I mean ? Hehehe....But its kinda lonely....nevermind....in order to get the best thing, there must be a sacrifice to be made.....and that makes the "going Back Home" so meaningful...Plus its already Advent when i go back....ohyesss....time passes too fast...seems like i'm left behind...haha.....joking....life's getting better when there is nothing to do rather than hanging out with friends, DIGITALLY! Hahaha....we played together, chat together and shares our thought....hoho....but still, i misses my home......huhu.....nevermind(Mr Okay Guy)....hahaha

Its Been Awhile

Hello guys, its been awhile since i updated my blog...yeah...life is crazy here....very2 busy with studies and kokum... but still i enjoyed it very much ^^... now i have only 2 more assignment to be submitted....thank God to that...its been 102 days im here and during those days, i have learnt many things....i had faced many things both good and bad...and i know im getting stronger everyday...yeah....everyone does actually...haha...hmm...am'I maturing or what...no...its the influence from my friends...i guess...and that makes me matured...hahhaa....everyday i missed my family OPCHOSSS ! and definitely My friends....hmmmm...actually..i rather say i LIKE living here even though i dont....i guess im still in the process of adapting (its been 3 months oredy) ... nevermind....at least im surviving till this very moment...sometimes I overjoyed.....most of it over depressed...pehh....WELCOME TO CAMPUS LIFE ! yeah....about money...yeah...very2 dangerous....i could  die here wasting money for something that is not necessary...pehh...do i have to live like this for 5 years...the answer is YES ! okfineeeeee ! whatever....life is life....so BE IT !

Im Coming Home!

Nahh!....its almost time to go back home...arghhh....i wish I could Skip these days of waiting...haizzz....tetepa....when i go back...i want to give my love to every corner of my house...goshh i miss home F***in' D**n like S**t.....haizzzzz....oh my Fryday...Come to me as quickly as You Can!......kemon2!.....

Another TGIF!

ohyeahh!!!!.....another TGIF!...yesss......i'm coming home...arghhhh...i cant wait to go back home..and then meet my family and friends...ex-classmates most of it!....xD....btw i miss the atmosphere where it is very cold there....i bet someone is getting flu when going back home..wakakak xD xD xD.....nvm....it is my pleasure to have that....but within the time i have to finish all the coursework...arghhh...next week it will be the most challenging week ever!!!...everyday we have to submit a coursework...kfine!....i will be paid up during the holiday!.....hahahhaa.....2 weeks left!....kemon2!

Today I Dont Feel Like Doing Anything!!!

sadgfkjashfuAEYqaw......2 WEEKS left!......haizzz......i'm coming hoomeee....i'm coming homee!!!...xD.xD.xD......haizzz......assignmt ini....membunuhhkuuu.......wahai HOMETOWN...aku rindu 1/2 kepadamu!......wakkakaka.....going crazy....fvjskdjgbsdlkfgjvlsdfjalkjkdjfhlxgnmfn

TADAU POGIOMBOLUTAN! (Friendship Day!)

My 5V members with our Class Teacher!

Another Picture of my 5V members with our Class Teacher!

Since today is the FRIENDSHIP DAY... i will not miss this opportunity to say to all...including strangers who reading this ^^....Happeee Friendship day!....hehehe....whole my life journey....i've met soooo many kinds of friends....some of them are good...some of them are crazy..some of them are annoying.....etc....heheh....fuhhh..if its not by my friends in the beginning....i would not be like this now....first2....to my best prennn during my elementary school.....hahhaha....i smiled when i recall back those time....i was in year 5 by that time....as i was moving to another school....my bestfrien and i...we were......hahahaha.....well...do what friends do when some is about to leave...hahha....back at home...i cried....lol....when i was a kid!...hhaha....after that i moved to Tenom for my year 6.....there...also...i have a bestfriend.....well...he was kind...i think....too kind from me...hahah....he was a bright student and as the prefect leader....huhu.....soo many memories even i spent only a year there....then..i went for my secondary school back to my hometown....hooho....here...i gained....MAAAANNNYYY besties.....and i damn fucking miss them right now...from form 1 until 5....pehhh....and the most of it....My 5V members and L2-4 members.... and my 3S friends!!...soo many to miss huh......during this time....i grow up....by their help....by their guidance....until what i have become now.....arghhh.....so..whatever it is....HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY!......

My L2-4 Members!

BEST FRIEND.....
the best thing that we can have,
and the best thing that we can be!

My 3S Friends!

God Loves Us~!

hmmm..how guilty I am!...how could I forget!...how dare me!!...yes i confess...its been awhile I didn't loyal to my prayer....should I make the works and tasks as an excuses to this if God Himself has sacrifice everything for us?..is that fair???....definitely NOT!.....oh how i've became a great SINNER!!!!...but i believe God never leaves us....he will definitely always be there for us!...even how much we ignore Him....even, He's urging us to not to leave Him....and now..how i missed Him soo much!...all of this time, i've been busy missing my friends and family and i never thought of missing Him!...and now...I DO!....may God will Be always With Us...and remember, God will be There for us!...Amen!

sdfjhbhakjdgkAHJD!!!!!

Im not in da mood laa sikarang.....hari ini laaa...the wholeee daaayyy....arghhhh.....i dunno what is going on my mind....phewww!!!!!!!!!!!!.....damn F**** *TUUUUUUUUTTTTT*****.....

Im Wandering Alone!

Today...kohhh....skemaaa nerr...wakkaka xD xD xD...semalam ngaaa...sy baca2 kunun lr sy punya archive ngaaa..kohhhhhh....x sangka nieee lawak2..wkakaka....behh....budu kan katawa2 baca blog sendiri.....(edeiiii perasan)....yeahhh!!....kemon2!...sebenarnya....i miss my 5V mates....hmmmm....its really different here...and i think im changing nw...i realize this during yesterday's class....during that class...the lecturer suddenly pointed her hand towards me...and she ask for my name....then i answer lr mcm besa..."nama saia c mexwill!"..wakkaka....then she ask me why am I so quiet and not participating in class...during MPPB i was very active though...and then i realize myself....wadessss.....sy insaf sda bh ne...wakakka xD xD xD....hehhe...inda bh...maybe its not the right time yettt...kohhh..sbb suma d klas skrg pn masing2 mw menunjukkan taring masing2....so sy bagi dlu lr chan sma dorng...kohhh...mcm pro sda kaka sy ne...wakkaka xD xD xD...bukan lr sy mw tembirang nga....klu betul2....paling bising mh sy d klas sebenarnya.....tp tetepa...skrg ne mc lae dlm situasi membiasakan diri untuk hidup cni....kohhhhh.....masi lg belum biasa...sudah lr byk problem....hmmmm...pehhh..gila lr....tetepa...maybe its my time sda ne....to face tis kind of life...mcm tida biasa....kihheyy.....uinaaa luahan perasaan dari hati nurani yg membara di jiwa dan sedang meronta2 untuk dikeluarkan!....wieeeewwwwwwww!....hebat lr kata2 bahasa malayu saia nieee!....wakkaka xD.....inda bbh BUK!....pa lae sy mw merepek ne ????........pasal kawan2 sy lg....hmmm..kira ok jg lr smua...ish2....keboringan kamu baca kn...tetepa...ne post utk c *TUUUUT* ja  bh ne..esehh....xD xD xD..bh....hino ko po~

Damam!...kitae!!

yesterday...i was SICK!....damn!...i didn't went to my class yesterday....it started last Sunday when i was at church as i joined the choir...maybe i was really sick until that aunt came to me and she gave me medicine..the paracetamo!l...i was touched! even though i didn't know her(she's a stranger) but she is willing to help me! May God Bless her..amen! ...then my friends and I went to the town...at there also...i faced some troubles....ffffuuuu~~~...what a day!...but luckily i got friends who are willing to be there when i need them....wadessss!!!....syaduh nyee~~~....wakakka....then we went back to our campus....as i arrived to my dorm, i quickly jumped to  my bed....because i was cold n hot!..hahah....paham2 lr klu sakit!....then i was fell asleep until 6 in the evening...because i did not take an food since morning(bad appetite since i was sick), i have to eat something...then i ate some food and i did take the medicine that has been given by that aunt...wakkaka!...then i fell asleep until morning....and i didn't went to my classes for that day....around 8 or 9, the warden came to my room and he as me to get ready to go to the clinic...so i do what i have to do and went to the clinic by campus's car...as i arrived at clinic, i saw my senior there...ffuuu~...i thought i was the only 1...luckily there is someone i know....then we do the usual things...waiting and being checked..waiting for medicine...an went back to campus....andd...today i felt much better nw...kohhhhhhhhh....diarii abesss..wakkakak xD xD xD....paling manang!..wakkaka xD xD xD....pehhhh....gila lr....tempat merepek kan...pa lagiii...wakkakka.....A Clinic Is No Place To Be Sick!....enjoy ur day!....palan2 kino ambalut...kada padalaii kieee....sorohon no tambalut tokou lolobi po kumaa tama om tapa hilo id walai.....kohhhhhhhhh...hahaha....sukup lr for nw!

BUttDaY!

The GIft!

Bortdaiieee!!!!!!!..wakkaka...i think tis is bestest birthday yet!....where this is the first time i celebrated it far away from home....and a SUPERB present from my family!....lebiuuu parent n siblings...mmmmaaaahhhh!!!....and a SPECTACULAR wishes...not just an ordinary wishes....from my FRIENDS especially my VAIO's and TESL-ian classmates!....it was a blast yesterday...where i spent time together with my best friends....arghhh...i cannot say what is my feeling yesterday....but thank to one of my educator!....she tagged me in a quote which sounds like this...."that AWKWARD amount of time when people are singing "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" to you and you dont know what to do"....n that definitely expressed my feeling..wakakak xD xD xD..im not saying that im not happy but still i can feel the awkwardness yesterday....they were singing the sng and i was like...$%((^^...wakkak xD xD xD....i olmost burst into tears....hahhaa..but i managed to fight it back....and they was like...."MAXXXXXX..NANGIS SJA....NANGIS3!".....watda~~...wakakka....but it was fun though!....they also gave me a present!.....and i was like...omaigas!....i never thought that they care for me...cehhhhhh....kambang2!....even though we've known for 3 weeks, but i felt that we've known for yearsss.....then the sentimental feelings came to me!....arghhh.....well.its normal bh kn....tq friends!..UR MY ANGEL! TQVM! GOD BLESS!..amen!..for teslian...i lophzzzz eu guys vM!....and i hope that we will be friends forever! facing obstacles and happiness together....baruuu laarrr hidup ini bermakna!....i pray for our friendship will be alright oll da time....hehehe....

p/s klu salah ejaan..paham2...mls mw cek..w.akakka xD x DxD....

kesian o kami!

haizzzz...kecian ne kami....wakakakak...xD xD xD...tiawaaaa...men2 shea....saspen shea....xtw pa lae sy mw merepek ne cni.....pasal klassmate saia ne...hmmm...sumaa bgs2 jg lr...tp yg gantung kan....out of 50...10 ner lelaki!...omaigas!....tp tetepa ada hikmah jg tuh disebalik!...wakakkaka.....pasal geng lelaki ne...kihheyy....1 Malaysia nie...wakkaka..macam2 ragam jg lr....ada yg ini...ada yg itu.....(in a positive way!)....mmg siuk lr....ne ada kawan sy saturang....nem dea c $%^&*^.....dea ne..bangsa India tp Spiking CHINESE!....wahhh...im so proud to have a friends like that....kihheyy..sikarang sy pn sedang belajar chinese....wakakka..i hope i can speak chinese in no time!...hehehe....my another friend....he was an athlete in KARATE jo!....kihheyyy..he went to SUKMA last year....watda hek!.....he was very lucky to have that kind of talent.... even though he was great athlete!.....he was very humble and yet...still childish!..wakkaka....its was funny though!...hehehe....
but yet!...he is a great friend of us!....another friend of mine....hmmm....he was a chinese who was struggling to teach me to speak chinese....and as well as eh was struggling to learn the Bahasa Dusun from me...im not expert in Dusun but....bulii lrrr kampung2!...wakakak xD xD xD...he was the one and only...wakakaka.....bukan apa lr..tp dea ne kn sgt bersemangat oll da tyme!....kihheyyy..wakakkaa....and my other friends....bukan lr sy x mw mention durg tp bateri lptp ne mw abiss sua...so..terpaksa..wakakka...bh...palan2 kamu baca repekan sy!....hehhee...ok2~....im done!...hehehehe...klu ada salah ejaan..paham2 lr...sy malas mw check..hehhee

MAri Merepek!

bh...d kalas kaka nie...nga teda lecturer masuk....watda~....soo bored nie/...wakkaka xD xD xD .....tp tetepa!...as long as i have my friends!....everything will be alright!....hehhe.....life is great so far!....everything is fine here....yet!..wakkaka....hopefully till the end....hehhe...i have a great friends here....they were very supportive....and kind!....i remembered miss E's speech last Feb!....Be Kind....am i kind enough?...let my friends decide!.....so far....im happy....everyone is happy....but there is a thing which keeps on bothering me!..Homesick!....wakakak....im not that sick but the atmosphere....ish3!....i miss my classmates!...hoping that new experience will come into me!.....wakakakak.....bh....merepek!.....MerEPEK!.....MEREPEK!!!!.....its just one thing that i really dont like here!.....tooo Far From.......home...yes opkos lr....tp etu acceptable lae......too Far from town waaa.....gilaa lr RM8 pergi balik!...kihheyyy....pokai2!....tetepa.....welll.....i guess its how adulthood's lifestyle....life owezz must go on bh kn....at least i know my destiny and chances in enjoying the life to the fullest!.....kihheyyy!........

Before My Journey Begin!

Duhh...now im waiting..wakakka...my bro will pick up me and my mother here at kampong....today i will go to kk to stay for a night at my sis's house....bye2 TAMBUNAN..wakkaka..im gonna miss the weather here!.....2morrow we(me, ma sis n mother)  will be departed from KKIA to tawau airport!....according to my flight...we will arrive there at 8.20 a.m......wakakka....so i will be the first one to be at tawau among ma other friend...xD xD xD...EXCITED?...i'am!....Nevertheless.....kinda hard to go....its hard to leave our "HOME".....and everyone of us do!....but nvm....all i have to think is about ma future...well..i guess....that's it!....wakkaka....maybe i wont update my blog for awhile....wakkaka.....well i guess...my time to enter adulthood has arrived!...tis is da time!...kemon kemon!!!!.....

Story About Ongkor!

Ongkor has just bought a brand new desktop computer. In the course of a few days he has experimented with the hardware and software aspects of the his new PC. On occasions, he has to contact tech support for help.

Ongkor: I’m trying to connect to the Internet with your CD, but it just doesn’t work. What am I doing wrong?

Tech support: OK, you’ve got the CD in the CD drive, right?
Ongkor: Yeah….

Tech support: And what sort of computer are you using?

Ongkor: Computer? Oh no, I haven’t got a computer. It’s in the CD player and all I get is weird noises. Listen…..

Tech support: Aaaarrrrgggghhhh!!!
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Ongkor: “Itu mouse yang saya bili di kadai kamu tidak ngam, dia punya lubang tidak ngam”

Tech Support: “Ko tinguk sana siring-siring ada lubang USB tu, mimang buli masuk tu”

Ongkor: “Saya sudah cuba, kasi tabalik, kasi guling-guling pun tida buli”

Tech support: “Apa komputer kamu pakai?”

Ongkor: “Emm…komputer warna putih!”

Tech support: Aaaarrrrgggghhhh!!!
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Ongkor: I have a huge problem. A friend has placed a screen saver on my computer, but every timeI move the mouse, it disappears.

Tech supports: Of course la it will dissapear!!!!

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Tech support: “Tuan, boleh saya bantu?” (How may I help you?)
Ongkor: “Err…begini bah, saya sedang menaip emel pertama ni….” (I’m writing my first e-mail)

Tech support: “OK, apa masalah dia?” (OK, and what seems to be the problem?)
Ongkor: “Emm, saya sudah taip “a” dalam alamat emel dia, tapi macamana mausimpan itu bulatan?” (Well, I have the letter ‘a’ in the address, but how do I get the circle around it?)

Tach support: Ngai tiaw ko Ongkor!! (Damn you Ongkor!)

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Ongkor: “Tuan posmen, ada surat saya ka?” (Sir, can you check if I have mail?)

Postman: “Tiada surat ko Ongkor” (Sorry, but there is none)

A few hours later, Ongkor comes back to the post office.

Ongkor: “Tuan posmen, ada surat saya ka?” (Sir, can you check if I have mail?)

Postman: “Tiada Ongkor, saya sudah tinguk tadi, satu kali saja ada surat sampai dalam satu hari” (Sorry Ongkor, but there is none..mail only comes once a day)

A few hours passed…

Ongkor: “Tuan posmen, cuba cek kalau ada surat saya ka?” (Can you recheck if I have mail?”)

Postman: “Ongkor!! Sudah saya bilang tiada…kanapa ko balik-balik datang sini tanya?” (I told earlier, there is no mail for you, why do you keeps on going here?”)

Ongkor: Sebab kan, itu komputer saya bilang..”YOU GOT MAIL” (My computer keeps telling me that I’ve got mail”.)

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Tech Support: Hello, How can I help you?

Ongkor: Yes, my computer seems to ….

Tech Support: ……. (hung up)

Ongkor: HELLO? HELLO?

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Medical Checkup~

Yo genk~...wassup!...kohh...wakakak xD xD xD..ne mw share ckt lr psl MC kmi ne...sbb len2 ckt dr friend kmi yg len... xD xD xD....pada 1 Jun yg lalu...kohhh....skema nerr....sy, c Bando, C Buyo sma c Assel p wat mc sna d HOSPITAL TAMBUNAN!....mula2 ingat ada mw bayar tuh...coz tgk sharing2 dr kwn2 yg len.....mw bayar.....duhh....smpi ratus jg ne....tp pa leh wat....tersedia nee daa duit....so...kmi p lr ambi numbur, isi2 borang and kna suru tunggu lr~...so...kmi tggu2....sy jg lr paling 1st kna panggil!...pro gea bei!...wakkaka xD xD...tiawaaa..men2 shea!....tym tuh....kmi kna check mata....tinggi..and berat shea....pas tuh kna bg botol!..wakakka..xD xD xD....ne censored pnya story~....wakakak.. xD xD xD...besa...urine test kn~ debilang tuh JuruTech Lab, ari Jumaat datang jm 2 ambi result!..kohhh..pikirkn 2 MGGU baru kuar result....rupanya...2 hari nerr..wakakka...kira ok la bh 2!...pas tuh...kmi kna suru lae p wat Xray!....sy jg lr paling 1st...pro gea bei...wakakka xD xD xD..tym kna xray tuh...adada...bagagar!...sbb tw ner bei gea yg cell2 akan mati kna tuh RAY dea...sblm kna xray tuh...kna suru buka baju....pas tuh wat lae pose yg gila2...wakakka xD xD xD....klu bilang itik...maacammm...klu katak?...hmmm....nti kmu rsa lr tuh nti klu p wat MC..wakakak xD xD xD....pas tuh....sy kuar sja dr bilik Xray..pura2 lr sy wat2 sakit2...kohhh...ter-PSIKO jg lr durg....wakakak....pas tuh kmi p lr pekan!....yg mengherankn....TEDA NE YG KMI PERLU BAYAR....FREE SHEA!.....dlm utak (hmmm...mgkn yg kedua kli bru ne ada mw bayar)...so kmi jln2 lae d pekan....huheeee....siuk jg lr...mcm inda mw pulang pla...wakkak xD xD xD.....so..today...hari jumaat lr...p lae d pkn....memandangkn kmi pnya urine test jm 2 bru buli ambi...sooo...kmi ambi kesempatan dlu lr p pkn pas tuh p kc sah sijil2.....mula2...sy, c bando ngan pren dea c Jerry shea....kmi jln sama2 lr p kc sah sijil2...thokkk....tebal bukan alang2!!.....menangis tuh pegawai mw sign!..wakakka... xD xD xD...setelah etu~..kmi jln lae p sna pekan..mw p makan....kira mw p sna tpt @#%^*|....tp tiapa lr....BANDO...nti2 lr tuh...d TAWAU lr...wakakk xD xD xD.....kmi p lunch d sna Bonda....wakka...pas tuh c Chenie semes sy niee..da bilang mw tgk borang2 kmi..sbb dea pn pusing jg ne mw isi...same goes to me actually...sori arh Chenie klu sy inda tetulung kw...wakakak xD xD xD....so kmi kumpul2 lr d restoran...c Chenie sma Buyo pn dtg!....bincang2...wat lawak yg budu2!...pas tuh...c Chenie antar kmi p sipital!..wakaka...xD xD xD....Chenie....klu len kali nga...kmi mw menambang sda mah ne!!...wakakka xD xD xD.....besa gent~~....smpi d sipital~...p ambi result urine test...kohh....berdebar2 pe mw tgk positive dadah and so what ever atau tida~....tp..syukur....smuanya bek2 shea.....besa...gudboi...wakakka xD xD xD.....pas tuh p jmpa lr doc....ne pn ada censored story!....wakakka... xD xD xD....tus ingat ada mw bayar...koh.....overall!....FOC!....heeee....so....doc bg balik tuh borang2...pas tuh....Siap sda urusan psl MC ne.....huheeee.....sy suka oe Hsptl TBN...free shea ne...tq byk2!....

Pre-U Moments!

Hello Again....well..today was my last day at SM St. Martin Tambunan as a Pre-U Student....even though i went to school for just about 2 weeks....but there's still a sweet memory that i gained during those days....even it was quite different from my old and BELOVED school...but i can see that being different is not always a bad things....hahhaa....but really!...i experienced culture shock!....arghhh...but nevermind...as long as i have my friends...it will be alright.....but...now...i really gonna miss my classmates...schoolmates...the teachers and many things there...but i not going too far away from here....hahha..i'll be back...later on...xD xD xD.....

Friends in silence!

there was a group of kids....can be considered as best friends.....they were playing police and thief.....suddenly one of them accidently slipped and fell down into a thorny grass....there was a cut on his knee...bleed and hurt so badly....the other kids were panic and went home because they were afraid.....the boy sat down and cried alone....suddenly...one of the kids came back and sat beside him and cried along.....they cried together....cried...and cried...until they stopped....(end of story)....to help a friend...is not necessary to really help them out....because sometimes we'll make it even worst...at least we were there giving them support not by an advise...but by the presence of spirit and support....and that kind of help is noble....xD xD xD...

"a friend is someone you can be alone with and have nothing to do and not be able to think of anything to say and be comfortable in the SILENCE" - Sheryl Condie

Friends!

hello guys...xD xD xD....haizzz....i felt so happy but yet....arghhh....I really hate making new friends...because i know that someday, somehow, it will come to an end...and that is the worst part of it....even though i know that friends will last forever....but there is no such thing as together forever...only memory that will remain...but theres one thing that i love about friendship.....it teaches us about many things....how to appreciate others...how to love others and etc....well...that's life that we need to face either good or bad....its our destiny to face it...all we have to do is having the guts to face it...but somehow...i'm not strong enough...sometimes...it hurt so badly....sometimes....worst than that....well i guess...its my journey...because i know that God will guide me along the way...and i know...every friends will felt the same too....i'am  not a good friend...but yet...i still respect them.....if i became someone's best friend....i will heart them so much....even boys....because i have this kind of experience where....being alone....having no place to express feelings....as i'am the only one in this world....haha...i remembered when i was still in primary school....everybody is afraid.....maybe terrified to be friended with me...due to my dad's status..wakak!...i remember that time...no one wanted to be friended with me...i'm not blaming my dad..of course not....but i cant figure it how why....ajajajja....but never mind...i truly understand....aajajjaa.....but i really need a friend that time....heee...one day...i read an article about friend....hee...next post...ajajjaja

Noble Job! Last~~

Quickly, I drove Timmy to the hospital and i ask the headmaster to pick Timmy's Grandma at their house. I was so scared until i cried along the way. I hope Timmy will be alright! Then i send Timmy to the hospital's emergency department.

Then i waited and waited. Grandma has arrived with the all members of my football team. Suddenly Zack asked me "Is Timmy going to be alright?"....Then i said to Zack that Timmy going to be alright! Then Grandma approached me and said that she will be alraight. She also advised me to take care of myself first. Maybe Grandma noticed that i cared too much for Timmy. Well, I assume that Timmy was my Kid! And i realize that i love him during that time.

After 1 hours waiting, the doctor is still in the room. The kids cant wait any longer because their parent will be looking for them. So the headmaster send all the kids home safe and sound. So Grandma and I continuing waiting~waiting~WAiting~WAITing and WAITING!...suddenly the door was opened and came out the doctor.

When i look at the doctor face, I knew that something is very wrong, Very VERY WRONG!....then the doctor ask me to follow him to his office. Then the Doctor said to me that Timmy cannot be saved and he could die any minute from now. Its because the disease has attacked Timmy's nerve system and getting worst day by day. The doctor also said that there is nothing left that they can do to help Timmy. We only can hope for a miracle!.....

One hours later, As i was resting outside with Grandma, about 2 oclock in the evening, Suddenly i saw the doctor runs to Timmy's room. Then i panic. Im soo afraid at that moment! 3 Minute later, the doctor came out and he approached me and Grandma. He said that there is no hope for Timmy. Timmy has Gone!

I burst into tears and so do to Grandma. I'am really speechless. Luckily the headmaster came back and heard the news about Timmy. i couldn't move a muscle. I just sat down. And Grandma said that she want to go back home. So i took the responsibility to manage Timmy's Funeral.

Timmy was buried the next day. The kids were crying especially Zack because Zack have done many bad things to Timmy. Then i said ti Zack that Timmy has forgiven him. And we hugged each other. After the other folks gone back home, it was me and Grandma left at Timmy's grave. Then Suddenly Grandma handed me an envelope. Grandma said that Timmy wrote to me a letter a day before the championship. And Grandma left.

As Grandma dissapear  from my sight, quickly i opened the envelope and read the letter:

Timmy's Last Letter!

Dear teacher,


Thank you for all the help that you gave to me and Grandma. You had changed my life. You also gave me a chance to feel having a family, FATHER. You were my father now! I really appreciate what have you done to me. I was soo happy today. It was the best moment in my life when we were playing at the park and at the playground. You also gave me a friend who always bullying me. Before i know you, i was so afraid to face the world because i'am very poor. But now, you teached me not just in academic matter but also in how to handling life. you were my role-model. when i grown up, i want to be just like you, to be a teacher and change life of many poor kid out there in the future. Because i know what they felt. Anyway teacher, i hope we won the championship tomorrow. Hope to see you soon, Teacher, I Love You! I really hope that i can be like you. Teacher, after the match, can we hang-out?...hehe...

Timmy!

Suddenly i cried!.....OUT LOUD.

After the incident, i totally changed! Timmy change my life. Now, im more appreciating peoples around me. Timmy has teaches me about many thing that i havent faced yet! I was soo proud to know a kid like Timmy. And now i lived with Grandma in my house as my thank to Timmy. Thank you Timmy for making my life meaningful. And thank you for teaching me about LOVE!...And i wish i could see you again in heaven....Thank you Timmy!

P/S = working as a Teacher is a Noble job indeed!

Noble Job! [part 5]

The championship is 2 days left. So today is our last practise because tomorrow im gonna bring the kids to the Town's park and playground. The kids were practising very hard and i can see that in the way they play...Their determination was so high and i amazed by that, Especially Timmy.

My relationship with Timmy is getting closer day-by-day. Sometimes i bought food and eat with Timmy and Grandma at their house. I gave Timmy some money for him to buy stationery and needs. I also bought Timmy a new shirt. Timmy was a good boy indeed! He respect his teacher and Grandma. I wish i will have a kid just like Timmy. Timmy was also a very hardworking boy because he manage to find money by working at many places. He do not want to bother his old Grandma. Its alway been Timmy who taking a good care of his Grandma even Timmy was only 5-years old. Timmy was Matured in his life.

The Kids Were Playing!

Today is the last day before the championship tomorrow. As promised, I bring the kids to the city park and playground. At there, They were playing. And i can see that they all now are a good friend. even to Timmy. That is the first time i saw Timmy Smile and Play with Friends. Before this, I only saw Timmy playing by himself. And now, they were a good friend! And i'am glad to see that. 

During at the playground, when they were playing, suddenly Zack was slipped into the drain and it was soo deep. I didnt realize that. But when another boy saw the incident, i quickly ran to the drain. When i arrived, Timmy was there helping Zack out from the drain. Luckily Zack was allright. Just a few cuts. More inportantly, Zack still can play. And the best part is, Zack thanked Timmy and apologized for all the thing that Zack have done to Timmy. And they were hugging each other. And Zack's gang Joined. Lastly, all of the player were hugging! at that moment, i cried again! then Suddenly i can feel someone pulling my shirt. It was Timmy and he hugged me. So do to the other players!

After the touching moments, i treat all the kids an ice-cream and send them back safe and sound. I purposely put Timmy's house the last one because i dont want the other kids to see where Timmy lived. As i arrived at Timmy's house, once again Timmy thank me and hug me. Then i said to Timmy that tomorrow, we going to win the championship.

Its the day! I woke up early and have prepared well for the game. And so do to the kids. They were very excited to play. We went to the Sport Complex. There we settled up and starts to warm up. They i bring the kids to pray to God to gave them strength and safeness during the games. My team manage to go to the final round. And definitely, We Won the game. Once again, Patau's kindergarten was nominated as the winner of the Championship. We were overjoy when the judge announced that Timmy was the best player! Timmy was very proud and happy. Then Timmy was being called to the stage to receive the award, A Trophy!....When Timmy was about to hold his Trophy, suddenly he fainted and fell to the floor!

[To Be Continued.....]

Noble Job! [part 4]

My heart was totally broken when i heard what the doctor said. And again i cried! I really cant stand the feeling to cry. My sympathy to Timmy and Grandma was undescribeable. How im gonna tell Grandma about this. But i need to tell Grandma because she have the right to know about her grandchild. Then i went back to where Grandma was waiting.

Grandma!

I sat beside Grandma. Then the silence back on action! I wanted to tell Grandma but im afraid. But somehow, i must tell her. When im about to tell her, suddenly she said "something very very bad was going to happen, isn't?" I was so shocked but i felt relieved. I dont know why. Then i tell her the truth. Suprisingly, she accept it easily. She didn't even cry. Grandma said "i knew that something bad was going to happen". Then i asked Grandma if i should tells Timmy about his health condition. Then she said that its better if he didn't know about it. Let him enjoy the last moments in his life. Then she was kept in silence after that.

Then we visited Timmy at his room. As i enter the room, Timmy was so fresh, like nothing had happened to him. What a relief! The doctor said that Timmy could go back home for now. So i send them back home. Along the way, Timmy thanked me and said that he was very lucky to have a teacher like me. I almost burst into tears. I am so proud of what i'am now!

The next day at the kindergarten, Timmy went to school as there was nothing happen. I wanted to do something that cheer him up but he is cheered! Then i said to myself that i will make Timmy enjoy his every moments lefted! Everything happen as usual after that!

Now there's 2 week before the championship. And all the kids were practising as hard as they could. But what amazed me is that Timmy went practising during weekends! I bet he wanted to win! One day, when they were pratising Suddennly, Timmy had a fight with Zack because...err...i dont know what have caused it. Then at there, i cant stand my own feeling. So i mad at the kids. And they were like OMG!(well the first time i mad at them). I gave them advise that to be a winner, we must cooperate with other. Put aside all the other things because it doesnt matter for the game!

[To Be continued....]

Noble Job! [part 3]

Quickly i ran to Timmy's class! Then i saw that Timmy was lying there without any movement. I was so shock and afraid that something bad was going to happen! quickly i took my car and bring Timmy to the hospital with the headmaster. After i send Timmy to hospital, i drove back to the kindergarten's clerk office and search for Timmy's file. I want to contact the family but sadly, there was no contact number. Only an address. So i drove to the place according to the address stated.

As i arrived, i couldn't find any house nor human. There is only an old house that looks like haunted already and i think that no one has lived there for a centuries. Luckily there was villager passed by the road. So i asked him if he know where is Timmy's house. As he pointed to the old house as i mentioned just now, I cried! How on earth that Timmy could live in a such place. Well i guess that nobody is perfect. So i went there and shouting if anybody was home. There was a voice. smooth, vibrating, and low sound, It must be Timmy's family.

As the woman went out through the door, she was old. I think that it was Timmy's Grandma. So i greeted her as warm as i could (because my adrenaline was attacking me). Then kindly i explain to her that Timmy was unconscious at school. Grandma was soo shocked. So I bring Grandma to the hospital!

Timmy was being cured for about 5 hours now. The headmaster cant wait no longer because he had work to do and left. Now its just me and Grandma. Suddenly,  Grandma starting to talk about Timmy's background.
Year ago, Timmy's family was not that poor. But due to his father addiction to gambling, that how they had become like this. Timmy's mother died after giving birth to Timmy and his Father run away because he was being chased by the gambler due to the debt! And now Timmy lived with Grandma.

Now i understand the family background of Timmy. I'am very sympathy to Timmy's family because ended up like this. Suddenly the doctor came out from the operating room and called for Timmy's family. Then Grandma ask me to go because its enough for what she faced today. So I followed the doctor to his room.

At the doctor's room, he told me that Timmy is suffering a rare disease and there is no cure have been founded yet.If the disease is not treated, Timmy might have a few months left to live!

[To Be continued....]