Pre-U Moments!

Hello Again....well..today was my last day at SM St. Martin Tambunan as a Pre-U Student....even though i went to school for just about 2 weeks....but there's still a sweet memory that i gained during those days....even it was quite different from my old and BELOVED school...but i can see that being different is not always a bad things....hahhaa....but really!...i experienced culture shock!....arghhh...but nevermind...as long as i have my friends...it will be alright.....but...now...i really gonna miss my classmates...schoolmates...the teachers and many things there...but i not going too far away from here....hahha..i'll be back...later on...xD xD xD.....

Friends in silence!

there was a group of kids....can be considered as best friends.....they were playing police and thief.....suddenly one of them accidently slipped and fell down into a thorny grass....there was a cut on his knee...bleed and hurt so badly....the other kids were panic and went home because they were afraid.....the boy sat down and cried alone....suddenly...one of the kids came back and sat beside him and cried along.....they cried together....cried...and cried...until they stopped....(end of story)....to help a friend...is not necessary to really help them out....because sometimes we'll make it even worst...at least we were there giving them support not by an advise...but by the presence of spirit and support....and that kind of help is noble....xD xD xD...

"a friend is someone you can be alone with and have nothing to do and not be able to think of anything to say and be comfortable in the SILENCE" - Sheryl Condie

Friends!

hello guys...xD xD xD....haizzz....i felt so happy but yet....arghhh....I really hate making new friends...because i know that someday, somehow, it will come to an end...and that is the worst part of it....even though i know that friends will last forever....but there is no such thing as together forever...only memory that will remain...but theres one thing that i love about friendship.....it teaches us about many things....how to appreciate others...how to love others and etc....well...that's life that we need to face either good or bad....its our destiny to face it...all we have to do is having the guts to face it...but somehow...i'm not strong enough...sometimes...it hurt so badly....sometimes....worst than that....well i guess...its my journey...because i know that God will guide me along the way...and i know...every friends will felt the same too....i'am  not a good friend...but yet...i still respect them.....if i became someone's best friend....i will heart them so much....even boys....because i have this kind of experience where....being alone....having no place to express feelings....as i'am the only one in this world....haha...i remembered when i was still in primary school....everybody is afraid.....maybe terrified to be friended with me...due to my dad's status..wakak!...i remember that time...no one wanted to be friended with me...i'm not blaming my dad..of course not....but i cant figure it how why....ajajajja....but never mind...i truly understand....aajajjaa.....but i really need a friend that time....heee...one day...i read an article about friend....hee...next post...ajajjaja

Noble Job! Last~~

Quickly, I drove Timmy to the hospital and i ask the headmaster to pick Timmy's Grandma at their house. I was so scared until i cried along the way. I hope Timmy will be alright! Then i send Timmy to the hospital's emergency department.

Then i waited and waited. Grandma has arrived with the all members of my football team. Suddenly Zack asked me "Is Timmy going to be alright?"....Then i said to Zack that Timmy going to be alright! Then Grandma approached me and said that she will be alraight. She also advised me to take care of myself first. Maybe Grandma noticed that i cared too much for Timmy. Well, I assume that Timmy was my Kid! And i realize that i love him during that time.

After 1 hours waiting, the doctor is still in the room. The kids cant wait any longer because their parent will be looking for them. So the headmaster send all the kids home safe and sound. So Grandma and I continuing waiting~waiting~WAiting~WAITing and WAITING!...suddenly the door was opened and came out the doctor.

When i look at the doctor face, I knew that something is very wrong, Very VERY WRONG!....then the doctor ask me to follow him to his office. Then the Doctor said to me that Timmy cannot be saved and he could die any minute from now. Its because the disease has attacked Timmy's nerve system and getting worst day by day. The doctor also said that there is nothing left that they can do to help Timmy. We only can hope for a miracle!.....

One hours later, As i was resting outside with Grandma, about 2 oclock in the evening, Suddenly i saw the doctor runs to Timmy's room. Then i panic. Im soo afraid at that moment! 3 Minute later, the doctor came out and he approached me and Grandma. He said that there is no hope for Timmy. Timmy has Gone!

I burst into tears and so do to Grandma. I'am really speechless. Luckily the headmaster came back and heard the news about Timmy. i couldn't move a muscle. I just sat down. And Grandma said that she want to go back home. So i took the responsibility to manage Timmy's Funeral.

Timmy was buried the next day. The kids were crying especially Zack because Zack have done many bad things to Timmy. Then i said ti Zack that Timmy has forgiven him. And we hugged each other. After the other folks gone back home, it was me and Grandma left at Timmy's grave. Then Suddenly Grandma handed me an envelope. Grandma said that Timmy wrote to me a letter a day before the championship. And Grandma left.

As Grandma dissapear  from my sight, quickly i opened the envelope and read the letter:

Timmy's Last Letter!

Dear teacher,


Thank you for all the help that you gave to me and Grandma. You had changed my life. You also gave me a chance to feel having a family, FATHER. You were my father now! I really appreciate what have you done to me. I was soo happy today. It was the best moment in my life when we were playing at the park and at the playground. You also gave me a friend who always bullying me. Before i know you, i was so afraid to face the world because i'am very poor. But now, you teached me not just in academic matter but also in how to handling life. you were my role-model. when i grown up, i want to be just like you, to be a teacher and change life of many poor kid out there in the future. Because i know what they felt. Anyway teacher, i hope we won the championship tomorrow. Hope to see you soon, Teacher, I Love You! I really hope that i can be like you. Teacher, after the match, can we hang-out?...hehe...

Timmy!

Suddenly i cried!.....OUT LOUD.

After the incident, i totally changed! Timmy change my life. Now, im more appreciating peoples around me. Timmy has teaches me about many thing that i havent faced yet! I was soo proud to know a kid like Timmy. And now i lived with Grandma in my house as my thank to Timmy. Thank you Timmy for making my life meaningful. And thank you for teaching me about LOVE!...And i wish i could see you again in heaven....Thank you Timmy!

P/S = working as a Teacher is a Noble job indeed!

Noble Job! [part 5]

The championship is 2 days left. So today is our last practise because tomorrow im gonna bring the kids to the Town's park and playground. The kids were practising very hard and i can see that in the way they play...Their determination was so high and i amazed by that, Especially Timmy.

My relationship with Timmy is getting closer day-by-day. Sometimes i bought food and eat with Timmy and Grandma at their house. I gave Timmy some money for him to buy stationery and needs. I also bought Timmy a new shirt. Timmy was a good boy indeed! He respect his teacher and Grandma. I wish i will have a kid just like Timmy. Timmy was also a very hardworking boy because he manage to find money by working at many places. He do not want to bother his old Grandma. Its alway been Timmy who taking a good care of his Grandma even Timmy was only 5-years old. Timmy was Matured in his life.

The Kids Were Playing!

Today is the last day before the championship tomorrow. As promised, I bring the kids to the city park and playground. At there, They were playing. And i can see that they all now are a good friend. even to Timmy. That is the first time i saw Timmy Smile and Play with Friends. Before this, I only saw Timmy playing by himself. And now, they were a good friend! And i'am glad to see that. 

During at the playground, when they were playing, suddenly Zack was slipped into the drain and it was soo deep. I didnt realize that. But when another boy saw the incident, i quickly ran to the drain. When i arrived, Timmy was there helping Zack out from the drain. Luckily Zack was allright. Just a few cuts. More inportantly, Zack still can play. And the best part is, Zack thanked Timmy and apologized for all the thing that Zack have done to Timmy. And they were hugging each other. And Zack's gang Joined. Lastly, all of the player were hugging! at that moment, i cried again! then Suddenly i can feel someone pulling my shirt. It was Timmy and he hugged me. So do to the other players!

After the touching moments, i treat all the kids an ice-cream and send them back safe and sound. I purposely put Timmy's house the last one because i dont want the other kids to see where Timmy lived. As i arrived at Timmy's house, once again Timmy thank me and hug me. Then i said to Timmy that tomorrow, we going to win the championship.

Its the day! I woke up early and have prepared well for the game. And so do to the kids. They were very excited to play. We went to the Sport Complex. There we settled up and starts to warm up. They i bring the kids to pray to God to gave them strength and safeness during the games. My team manage to go to the final round. And definitely, We Won the game. Once again, Patau's kindergarten was nominated as the winner of the Championship. We were overjoy when the judge announced that Timmy was the best player! Timmy was very proud and happy. Then Timmy was being called to the stage to receive the award, A Trophy!....When Timmy was about to hold his Trophy, suddenly he fainted and fell to the floor!

[To Be Continued.....]

Noble Job! [part 4]

My heart was totally broken when i heard what the doctor said. And again i cried! I really cant stand the feeling to cry. My sympathy to Timmy and Grandma was undescribeable. How im gonna tell Grandma about this. But i need to tell Grandma because she have the right to know about her grandchild. Then i went back to where Grandma was waiting.

Grandma!

I sat beside Grandma. Then the silence back on action! I wanted to tell Grandma but im afraid. But somehow, i must tell her. When im about to tell her, suddenly she said "something very very bad was going to happen, isn't?" I was so shocked but i felt relieved. I dont know why. Then i tell her the truth. Suprisingly, she accept it easily. She didn't even cry. Grandma said "i knew that something bad was going to happen". Then i asked Grandma if i should tells Timmy about his health condition. Then she said that its better if he didn't know about it. Let him enjoy the last moments in his life. Then she was kept in silence after that.

Then we visited Timmy at his room. As i enter the room, Timmy was so fresh, like nothing had happened to him. What a relief! The doctor said that Timmy could go back home for now. So i send them back home. Along the way, Timmy thanked me and said that he was very lucky to have a teacher like me. I almost burst into tears. I am so proud of what i'am now!

The next day at the kindergarten, Timmy went to school as there was nothing happen. I wanted to do something that cheer him up but he is cheered! Then i said to myself that i will make Timmy enjoy his every moments lefted! Everything happen as usual after that!

Now there's 2 week before the championship. And all the kids were practising as hard as they could. But what amazed me is that Timmy went practising during weekends! I bet he wanted to win! One day, when they were pratising Suddennly, Timmy had a fight with Zack because...err...i dont know what have caused it. Then at there, i cant stand my own feeling. So i mad at the kids. And they were like OMG!(well the first time i mad at them). I gave them advise that to be a winner, we must cooperate with other. Put aside all the other things because it doesnt matter for the game!

[To Be continued....]

Noble Job! [part 3]

Quickly i ran to Timmy's class! Then i saw that Timmy was lying there without any movement. I was so shock and afraid that something bad was going to happen! quickly i took my car and bring Timmy to the hospital with the headmaster. After i send Timmy to hospital, i drove back to the kindergarten's clerk office and search for Timmy's file. I want to contact the family but sadly, there was no contact number. Only an address. So i drove to the place according to the address stated.

As i arrived, i couldn't find any house nor human. There is only an old house that looks like haunted already and i think that no one has lived there for a centuries. Luckily there was villager passed by the road. So i asked him if he know where is Timmy's house. As he pointed to the old house as i mentioned just now, I cried! How on earth that Timmy could live in a such place. Well i guess that nobody is perfect. So i went there and shouting if anybody was home. There was a voice. smooth, vibrating, and low sound, It must be Timmy's family.

As the woman went out through the door, she was old. I think that it was Timmy's Grandma. So i greeted her as warm as i could (because my adrenaline was attacking me). Then kindly i explain to her that Timmy was unconscious at school. Grandma was soo shocked. So I bring Grandma to the hospital!

Timmy was being cured for about 5 hours now. The headmaster cant wait no longer because he had work to do and left. Now its just me and Grandma. Suddenly,  Grandma starting to talk about Timmy's background.
Year ago, Timmy's family was not that poor. But due to his father addiction to gambling, that how they had become like this. Timmy's mother died after giving birth to Timmy and his Father run away because he was being chased by the gambler due to the debt! And now Timmy lived with Grandma.

Now i understand the family background of Timmy. I'am very sympathy to Timmy's family because ended up like this. Suddenly the doctor came out from the operating room and called for Timmy's family. Then Grandma ask me to go because its enough for what she faced today. So I followed the doctor to his room.

At the doctor's room, he told me that Timmy is suffering a rare disease and there is no cure have been founded yet.If the disease is not treated, Timmy might have a few months left to live!

[To Be continued....]

Noble Job! [part 2]

The days of practises has begun! every evening, me and my team went for practise at the kindergarten's field. All of the player was very talented especially Timmy. He was very skilled and sharp! I bet he will be the taking the striker pose. But the other player dont like Timmy because of his life status. They often ignore Timmy when he was about to greet them. Even when playing a game, the other players totally ignored Timmy when he ask for the ball. Due to this situation, Timmy seldom to talk with the other. I also tried to talk to him but the other players  keeps on laughing at him. I want to shout at them but it is not a nice thing to do. Just think about the consequences!

One day, during a friendly match, Timmy accidentally crushed the other player, Zack The Bully! Zack was very mad, so do to his gang. When they were about to torture Timmy, i blew my whistle to catch their attention and I dismissed the practise. I wanted to talk to Timmy, but in a flash, he was gone home.Then i said to Zack that they shouldnt do that to Timmy because he was very poor. Then Zack and his gang bow their head as a sign of regret for doing such things to Timmy. (I'm glad that they listened to me)

The next day, I went to Timmy's class and i found out that he is sleeping. Then i ask the class monitor to woke him up. Timmy was very shocked. Then everybody in the class laugh at Timmy. After i asked them to keep quite, I ask Timmy to meet me at the staffroom during recess.

During recess, i waited Timmy for about 10 minutes already but ge didnt showed up. At that moment, i have a bad feeling about this. But i think maybe Timmy had something to do first. So i waited and waited until reccess time is over. The i said to myself that i should find him. When im about to walk through out the door, Zack The Bully came to me in a hurry. Then he told me that Timmy was unconscious.

[To be Continued...]

The Noble Job! part 1

I looked outside the window, the rain had stop. Everything is calm now. Bird chirping in the air sung out a lovely melody as if to celebrate the rain had stop. I smiled looking at those birds and my heart also followed those bird hearts of joy. How happy their life is and now I wished that i have the same gay feeling!

thinking back when i was still teaching at Patau's kindergarten , there was boy named Timmy. He was very poor. His parent died when Timmy was still a baby and now, he lived with his grandma. Because of Timmy's grandma was too old, he have to do extra works after school to find some money to buy food. Timmy have done many kind of work. From sweeping the school's corridor, to cleaning the toilet, and anywhere that he can find someone who were able to give Timmy a work. Sometimes, Timmy earn only a Ringgit a day! But sometimes, Timmy got helped by few generous person.

It was my first time teaching as a real teacher at the kindergarten. Patau's kindergarten is very popular and recognized by peoples because of the football team that holds the title Champion of Kids Football at this district for almost 5 years that is being held annually. Due to my expertise in coaching football team, maybe that is why i was posted here.

A week later, the headmaster gave me a letter. In the letter stated "Champion of Kids Football Championship 2016"! Then i was very excited. Without further a due, I quickly make an announcement to the kids that whoever felt that if they have either talent or deep interest in football game to come to the election of this year players, tomorrow after school at the kindergarten's field.

During the election, i saw many kids have attended. I was the goalkeeper for the election and i will ask kids to try me! Well almost everyone definitely have talent but some arent skilled enough. So I choose 13 so far. But it seems that i need to find another player. There's one kid who was quite good enough to be chosen. When i was about to call the kid, someone is yelling. And then i saw a kid running towards me. The kid was very grimy, dirty and his clothe was ripped here and there.

As the kid approached me, suddenly many kids laugh out loud. Some say "that poor kid wan to be a player!" and they laugh even louder. But this kid ignored them and quickly greet me. In my mind "what a poor kid! He is very dirty and smelly, indeed!". Then the kid introduce himself to me, "my name is Timmy and i want to be part of the team". Suddenly, many kids laugh at him, again! And so do to me. i almost laugh, but i struggle to kept it because i dont want to offend Timmy. But i'll give him a chance to prove himself.

GOLLLL! Timmy sure kicks the ball like a skilled players and resulting a goal. The crowd was stunned for a minute. And so do to me. definitely i'm going to take Timmy as one of the player. As the competition will be held on 2 months from now, i arrange a practise schedule for the team on weekdays after school.

[to be continued...]