God Loves Us~!

hmmm..how guilty I am!...how could I forget!...how dare me!!...yes i confess...its been awhile I didn't loyal to my prayer....should I make the works and tasks as an excuses to this if God Himself has sacrifice everything for us?..is that fair???....definitely NOT!.....oh how i've became a great SINNER!!!!...but i believe God never leaves us....he will definitely always be there for us!...even how much we ignore Him....even, He's urging us to not to leave Him....and now..how i missed Him soo much!...all of this time, i've been busy missing my friends and family and i never thought of missing Him!...and now...I DO!....may God will Be always With Us...and remember, God will be There for us!...Amen!

sdfjhbhakjdgkAHJD!!!!!

Im not in da mood laa sikarang.....hari ini laaa...the wholeee daaayyy....arghhhh.....i dunno what is going on my mind....phewww!!!!!!!!!!!!.....damn F**** *TUUUUUUUUTTTTT*****.....

Im Wandering Alone!

Today...kohhh....skemaaa nerr...wakkaka xD xD xD...semalam ngaaa...sy baca2 kunun lr sy punya archive ngaaa..kohhhhhh....x sangka nieee lawak2..wkakaka....behh....budu kan katawa2 baca blog sendiri.....(edeiiii perasan)....yeahhh!!....kemon2!...sebenarnya....i miss my 5V mates....hmmmm....its really different here...and i think im changing nw...i realize this during yesterday's class....during that class...the lecturer suddenly pointed her hand towards me...and she ask for my name....then i answer lr mcm besa..."nama saia c mexwill!"..wakkaka....then she ask me why am I so quiet and not participating in class...during MPPB i was very active though...and then i realize myself....wadessss.....sy insaf sda bh ne...wakakka xD xD xD....hehhe...inda bh...maybe its not the right time yettt...kohhh..sbb suma d klas skrg pn masing2 mw menunjukkan taring masing2....so sy bagi dlu lr chan sma dorng...kohhh...mcm pro sda kaka sy ne...wakkaka xD xD xD...bukan lr sy mw tembirang nga....klu betul2....paling bising mh sy d klas sebenarnya.....tp tetepa...skrg ne mc lae dlm situasi membiasakan diri untuk hidup cni....kohhhhh.....masi lg belum biasa...sudah lr byk problem....hmmmm...pehhh..gila lr....tetepa...maybe its my time sda ne....to face tis kind of life...mcm tida biasa....kihheyy.....uinaaa luahan perasaan dari hati nurani yg membara di jiwa dan sedang meronta2 untuk dikeluarkan!....wieeeewwwwwwww!....hebat lr kata2 bahasa malayu saia nieee!....wakkaka xD.....inda bbh BUK!....pa lae sy mw merepek ne ????........pasal kawan2 sy lg....hmmm..kira ok jg lr smua...ish2....keboringan kamu baca kn...tetepa...ne post utk c *TUUUUT* ja  bh ne..esehh....xD xD xD..bh....hino ko po~

Damam!...kitae!!

yesterday...i was SICK!....damn!...i didn't went to my class yesterday....it started last Sunday when i was at church as i joined the choir...maybe i was really sick until that aunt came to me and she gave me medicine..the paracetamo!l...i was touched! even though i didn't know her(she's a stranger) but she is willing to help me! May God Bless her..amen! ...then my friends and I went to the town...at there also...i faced some troubles....ffffuuuu~~~...what a day!...but luckily i got friends who are willing to be there when i need them....wadessss!!!....syaduh nyee~~~....wakakka....then we went back to our campus....as i arrived to my dorm, i quickly jumped to  my bed....because i was cold n hot!..hahah....paham2 lr klu sakit!....then i was fell asleep until 6 in the evening...because i did not take an food since morning(bad appetite since i was sick), i have to eat something...then i ate some food and i did take the medicine that has been given by that aunt...wakkaka!...then i fell asleep until morning....and i didn't went to my classes for that day....around 8 or 9, the warden came to my room and he as me to get ready to go to the clinic...so i do what i have to do and went to the clinic by campus's car...as i arrived at clinic, i saw my senior there...ffuuu~...i thought i was the only 1...luckily there is someone i know....then we do the usual things...waiting and being checked..waiting for medicine...an went back to campus....andd...today i felt much better nw...kohhhhhhhhh....diarii abesss..wakkakak xD xD xD....paling manang!..wakkaka xD xD xD....pehhhh....gila lr....tempat merepek kan...pa lagiii...wakkakka.....A Clinic Is No Place To Be Sick!....enjoy ur day!....palan2 kino ambalut...kada padalaii kieee....sorohon no tambalut tokou lolobi po kumaa tama om tapa hilo id walai.....kohhhhhhhhh...hahaha....sukup lr for nw!

BUttDaY!

The GIft!

Bortdaiieee!!!!!!!..wakkaka...i think tis is bestest birthday yet!....where this is the first time i celebrated it far away from home....and a SUPERB present from my family!....lebiuuu parent n siblings...mmmmaaaahhhh!!!....and a SPECTACULAR wishes...not just an ordinary wishes....from my FRIENDS especially my VAIO's and TESL-ian classmates!....it was a blast yesterday...where i spent time together with my best friends....arghhh...i cannot say what is my feeling yesterday....but thank to one of my educator!....she tagged me in a quote which sounds like this...."that AWKWARD amount of time when people are singing "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" to you and you dont know what to do"....n that definitely expressed my feeling..wakakak xD xD xD..im not saying that im not happy but still i can feel the awkwardness yesterday....they were singing the sng and i was like...$%((^^...wakkak xD xD xD....i olmost burst into tears....hahhaa..but i managed to fight it back....and they was like...."MAXXXXXX..NANGIS SJA....NANGIS3!".....watda~~...wakakka....but it was fun though!....they also gave me a present!.....and i was like...omaigas!....i never thought that they care for me...cehhhhhh....kambang2!....even though we've known for 3 weeks, but i felt that we've known for yearsss.....then the sentimental feelings came to me!....arghhh.....well.its normal bh kn....tq friends!..UR MY ANGEL! TQVM! GOD BLESS!..amen!..for teslian...i lophzzzz eu guys vM!....and i hope that we will be friends forever! facing obstacles and happiness together....baruuu laarrr hidup ini bermakna!....i pray for our friendship will be alright oll da time....hehehe....

p/s klu salah ejaan..paham2...mls mw cek..w.akakka xD x DxD....

kesian o kami!

haizzzz...kecian ne kami....wakakakak...xD xD xD...tiawaaaa...men2 shea....saspen shea....xtw pa lae sy mw merepek ne cni.....pasal klassmate saia ne...hmmm...sumaa bgs2 jg lr...tp yg gantung kan....out of 50...10 ner lelaki!...omaigas!....tp tetepa ada hikmah jg tuh disebalik!...wakakkaka.....pasal geng lelaki ne...kihheyy....1 Malaysia nie...wakkaka..macam2 ragam jg lr....ada yg ini...ada yg itu.....(in a positive way!)....mmg siuk lr....ne ada kawan sy saturang....nem dea c $%^&*^.....dea ne..bangsa India tp Spiking CHINESE!....wahhh...im so proud to have a friends like that....kihheyy..sikarang sy pn sedang belajar chinese....wakakka..i hope i can speak chinese in no time!...hehehe....my another friend....he was an athlete in KARATE jo!....kihheyyy..he went to SUKMA last year....watda hek!.....he was very lucky to have that kind of talent.... even though he was great athlete!.....he was very humble and yet...still childish!..wakkaka....its was funny though!...hehehe....
but yet!...he is a great friend of us!....another friend of mine....hmmm....he was a chinese who was struggling to teach me to speak chinese....and as well as eh was struggling to learn the Bahasa Dusun from me...im not expert in Dusun but....bulii lrrr kampung2!...wakakak xD xD xD...he was the one and only...wakakaka.....bukan apa lr..tp dea ne kn sgt bersemangat oll da tyme!....kihheyyy..wakakkaa....and my other friends....bukan lr sy x mw mention durg tp bateri lptp ne mw abiss sua...so..terpaksa..wakakka...bh...palan2 kamu baca repekan sy!....hehhee...ok2~....im done!...hehehehe...klu ada salah ejaan..paham2 lr...sy malas mw check..hehhee

MAri Merepek!

bh...d kalas kaka nie...nga teda lecturer masuk....watda~....soo bored nie/...wakkaka xD xD xD .....tp tetepa!...as long as i have my friends!....everything will be alright!....hehhe.....life is great so far!....everything is fine here....yet!..wakkaka....hopefully till the end....hehhe...i have a great friends here....they were very supportive....and kind!....i remembered miss E's speech last Feb!....Be Kind....am i kind enough?...let my friends decide!.....so far....im happy....everyone is happy....but there is a thing which keeps on bothering me!..Homesick!....wakakak....im not that sick but the atmosphere....ish3!....i miss my classmates!...hoping that new experience will come into me!.....wakakakak.....bh....merepek!.....MerEPEK!.....MEREPEK!!!!.....its just one thing that i really dont like here!.....tooo Far From.......home...yes opkos lr....tp etu acceptable lae......too Far from town waaa.....gilaa lr RM8 pergi balik!...kihheyyy....pokai2!....tetepa.....welll.....i guess its how adulthood's lifestyle....life owezz must go on bh kn....at least i know my destiny and chances in enjoying the life to the fullest!.....kihheyyy!........