Bhaaa Lamaa Tia update !

Tuukeiiii nee kali laaa...my aim was to update once in a month but i didnt post anything last month....wakakakak....its the most challenging month ever (kinda)....a lots of assignments to be submitted, practical test for Pendidikan Jasmani Asas....runs for 2.4 KM....classes from 7 in the morning till almost midnight....wattaaa....well at least im still alive now...haha....which means to say, I DID IT, beacuse its EASTER! hehehe...BTW Have a Blessed Easter to All! huhuhu proud of myself....wakakakak...yet there's still a lot of work to be done....want some examples?.....Language Camp, MQA Files, and another assignments....plus the Mock Exam...hahaa...thiss semmm aaa...Y U NOT EJJI ?! but now im trying MY VERY BESTEST to be optimist in everything....All i want is just to end up all of this shit(hahah sitagaa ilmu baiiniii)...hahaa...tidaaaa bhaa...i just want to finish up all of my works, then focus on my revision for the exam, and then, HOLIDAY!!!!!.....hahaha...in other words, I JUST WANT THIS SEMESTER ENDS FASTER!! because I cant wait for the mid-year break! hahaha...i've already made an event for my friends and myself as well....hahaha....i just cant wait....pleaseee MAY, come to papa ! Papa miss u !

Something That May Change Your Perspective To God !

Lets believe in God no matter how bitter we have gone through our days...

Me: God, can I ask You a question?

God: Sure

Me: Promise You won't get mad
... ... ... ...
God: I promise

Me: Why did You let so much stuff happen to me today?

God: What do u mean?

Me: Well, I woke up late

God: Yes

Me: My car took forever to start

God: Okay

Me: at lunch they made my sandwich wrong & I had to wait

God: Huummm

Me: On the way home, my phone went DEAD, just as I picked up a call

God: All right

Me: And on top of it all off, when I got home ~I just want to soak my feet in my new foot massager & relax. BUT it wouldn't work!!! Nothing went right today! Why did You do that?

God: Let me see, the death angel was at your bed this morning & I had to send one
of My Angels to battle him for your life. I let you sleep through that

Me (humbled): OH

GOD: I didn't let your car start because there was a drunk driver on your route that would have hit you if you were on the road.

Me: (ashamed)

God: The first person who made your sandwich today was sick & I didn't want you to catch what they have, I knew you couldn't afford to miss work.

Me (embarrassed):Okay

God: Your phone went dead bcuz the person that was calling was going to give false witness about what you said on that call, I didn't even let you talk to them so you would be covered.

Me (softly): I see God

God: Oh and that foot massager, it had a shortage that was going to throw out all of the power in your house tonight. I didn't think you wanted to be in the dark.

Me: I'm Sorry God

God: Don't be sorry, just learn to Trust Me.... in All things , the Good & the bad.

Me: I will trust You.

God: And don't doubt that My plan for your day is Always Better than your plan.

Me: I won't God. And let me just tell you God, Thank You for Everything today.

God: You're welcome child. It was just another day being your God and I Love looking after My Children...


p/s***Dont blame everything directly to God because things happen for a reason. God Bless Us All....

Not Too Much To Be Told

Well its been awhile...so i hope everybody is fine just like me...first of all I am sad that the holiday has just ended...as if my life were ended too...last holiday was a blast and i really really enjoy it...not just that, the thing that i've been waiting and trying to do for years has finally come to an end...finally i managed to do it and thank God, everything went very well...im also happy because i still can get together with my family and friends at my place...its not worth for me to write all the happiness here because it is undescribeable...u know it for sure how i felt...

so another semester for me in my foundation...i hope everything will went well same as my holiday...im not hoping too much for this sem...but just a bit of courage and hardworking plus some knowledge, then i can survive this sem...some says that i have changed...well obviously i dont see any changes in me since im with myself the whole seconds...well if you think so, i hope that its a good thing for you...I also hope that my faith in Jesus will become stronger and stronger since the temptation is getting greater...

there nothing much to say left...i hope that everyone of us will be blessed throughout 2012...so do to me...may God lead our way, amen.

Bulan DuaBalas Bulan Bergembira !

Yess Akhirnya Bulan 12 ! Lamaa sda Kayee..Mo Dakaat sda kirismas nii..sibuk tahap gaban...tuan rumah gea thn ni candlelight di paroki kami..soo tu laa cabaran...bisuk lagi mo berabis nii..lusa candlelight da....hohoh...niari panatt yang paling kihheyy....bh harap2 siukkk kirismas thn ne....May God Bless Us.....Have a Blessed Christmas and A Joyous New Year Everyone !

Hoi Budak...Warkah Untuk Ko !

P/s : Before You Continue reading, please make sure that your speaker is functioning and at the right volume...it is better if you can use an earphone or a headphone...after doing that...you may start reading ^^

hoi budak,

kw tw kh? first time sy dingar nama kw, sy pikir pompuan....hihi....jan laa marahh broo...tp mmg btl laaa...Sy ingat tym first sy jmpa kw, kw la yg paling first sy tegur...kw ingat khh tuhh?...haha...tym tuh kita minum petang tuh d medan...haizzzz....skema jg laa sy tgk kw nee broo....pas tuh dlm bas kan, sy sempat lae mimboros-boros sma parent kw....hihi...sy maa daa yg kna suru ajar kw ckp dusun tuh tp paa bulii buat....x sempat....tp ada jg maahh knn sy ajar kw ckit2....hihi....tiapa laaa...at least laa kn....sy ingat jg tym kt daftar d sna kolej kediaman, mama kw sgt risau psl kw punya roomate...sama2 tuh kita jalan p akasia, but parent kw keeps on telling me their concern...mama kw pun ada lagi nii ckp sma sy supaya sentiasa jaga kw especially in religion...tapi kan sy rsa kw yg jaga sy ooo...hahha...thnx for that broo...pas tuh kan tym MPPB, kw ada jg bh tulis surat sma sy....tengkiuu laaa brooo...i appreciate it very much! hihi...

hoi budak,

kw tw kh kw sgt pendiam duluu....apa lagi klu d kelas....paling diam....haha...tp lama2 sda kan...pandai sda la kluar tanduk....especially among kita2....hihi....lawakk laa kw nee broo....bila kita sudah biasa2 sda kan....naaa pandai la tuh mw *ehem2*....tp kan brooo...sy tida marah bhhh...lekkk laaaa....hihi....bila kita outing sama2 yg duuluuu  after dapat first elaun kan...nahh....pa lagii...KFC bhh trusss....broo...jan kw lupa yg itu aaa....hihi...

hoi budak,

kw ingat kh tym sy miskin after beli laptop? kw la tempat sy minta maggi...hahaha...tq laaa brooo....u saved my life ! hahaha....kw mc ingat la kh sy slalu marah kw klu kw makan truss 3? hahaha...balik2 nee kunun sy marah kw kn....tp sma jg teda perubahan =="....tp kan brooo....sy bukan marah tuh...sy jelesss....sbb kw kaya buli beli byk maggi...hahhaa...kw mc ingat lae kh tym sy slalu marah kw sbb kw tida mw makan sayur?....hahah berabis kmi paksa2 kw kn.....tp kan, kw mc ingat kh hari tuh sy berjaya menyuruh kw makan sayurr?....thnx broo for that ! i appreciate it very much!...hihi...kw ingat lg kh tym kw brabis mw save duit?...maaagggiieee sja kw tw....urg bawa p makan tym dinner....maggie jg larr pilihan kw kan....tp setahu sy kn...kw la paling kaya antara kami...tp kenapakahh harusss brooo ??....tgk naka skrg nga kw boring sda mkn maggie....hohoho....kete...hahaha

hoi budak,

kw ingat kh tym kami tida p smbhyg? hahaha...kw laa jadi father kami....at least ada jg aa feeling mcm d grjaaa...hebat kutbah kw broo....ada harapan brooo...hihi...kw ingat kh tym dulluuu....tym kita men FOC ? hahhaa.....mentang2 laa sy noob, kw brabiss laaa kunun kann...hmmm...bgs laituuu...at least we have something to do kannn....tp bila sy ingat tym kita men dota kan....kw laa feeder....kalahhh diii lawan AI....wakaka...tp tetepa broo.....pengalaman....belajar mainn tuhh....nti kita fight kiooo....hihi...

hoi budak,

kw ingat kh tym kita buat assigmnent? punyalaa kw sangat panik klu bab2 assignment nii kann....tp nasib ada kami bh kan....ihiihi....semoga kw dpt good result....lepas tuh kan klu pembentangan di kelas kan...kw laa paling cumilll.....i remembered the girls called you big baby.....sy pikir kw mw marahh..tp kw trimaaa jgg dgn hati yg ithcy2....wakakak....bgs2....sukaa la sy kw brooo....brooo....kw ingat lae kh tym kw ajar kami tuh stretching2 sma exercise2 yg kw bljr tym kw bersukan? punya kick tuh broo...sy pun tida dapat buat ooo....kw laa paling manang brooo....

hoi budak,

kw mc ingat kh tym kita ikut koiR? hahaha....sikitt lagi kw tida mw ikut kan at the first place...tp akhirnya kw ikut jg....at least u have something to remember here...tiapa brooo...hihi...siokkk laaa jg kan wlaupun pernah kna suru balik sbb lambat datang....hahaha....tp at least ada jg muka kita kan d dapan...presenting a good choir....hoho...jan kw lupa yg itu aaa....paling bahagia laaa kn tym tuh sbb dapatt saja makan freee...yg sadap2 lae tuhh....haizzzz....ehihihi....

hoi budak,

kw ingat lae bh kan kita slalu makan maggii di bilik kw....using heater-mu....wakkaa.....tq laa brooo..kw la penyelamat kamii niii taww.....hahaha.....tq jg sbb kw slalu tulung sy niii....hehe....bh nti jan lupa makan maggi d snaa kiooo....wakakkaa.....broo, kada kaagu lihuai mimbalajar mimboros dusun kio....hihihi.....bh au ko nopo karatii nga mokitulung tulun suai kiooo....haha...

hoi ambalut,
kosorou koo poo dii guluuu soira minan dagai boliai kek? hihi.....kagagang kasarii kioo....nga iri noo tanda do nokosukod koo nodii....hahaha...nga miagal nogi tangakannn pooo....osonong nogi kanto boo riii....kasasari nogi sabaagii do tanganak kieee...hihihi....sorohooo noo kaaguuu id maso minooii tokou hilo EP...hahaha...osiukkk giaa riii.....kada kolingai ngai riii kioo...

Bh budakk...this is my personal message....
you know what? i really appreciate our friendship even though we were together for only one semester....we have been trough many things together...either happy or sad....we have shared our thoughts....I was soo touched u know....BFF.....BEST FRIEND FOREVER...not BoiFrienForever.....wakakka....jokingg.....well...time passed soo quickly....well dont be too sad broo....we will not going to forget you....and i believe that you will also do the same thing....dont get too much stress when you are there k...i know the feeling being a new student....well i guess u have to brace yourself to be " ALL BY MYSELF " for awhile...hahhaa....u should learn from someone who are expert in this kind of shit...hahah...no offence guyss...i was jokingg...hihihi....but thats what friendships meant....to have fun with....to have a good time with....and to have a beautiful memories with.... i know that im not that good friend for you but i really appreciate the friendship that we had...well...if i have done something that breaks your heart, i am truly sorry for that...broo...i would say thanks for all the help that you have done for me....even it is just a small help but still, it is a HELP....and broo...i want you to know that we all love you...and i really love you(as a friend)....just be good there....and dont worry, u'll find a new friends there....hehe.....they all are among our ex-classmates jugaaa...dont worry....they will take good care of you....hihi...i am proud to be your friend....well....i guess thats enough for me....if i continue....u'll never finish reading it....thanx for everythinggg ! ^^.....

Merry Christmas?

Hey There, i wanted to share a little bit about christmas since it is just around the corner...Well i remembered last year where the priest in my parish told us about the word 'MERRY' in "MERRY CHRISTMAS"...well its kind of a tradition where we were taught to wish our friends using MERRY CHRISTMAS since we were kid...but in a religion way, it is not suitable...from the definition of MERRY itself, it only wishing a great time and a wonderful time during christmas...its not a sin to wish using the word merry...we can use the word to wish for those who are not in the same religion, but within us, we should wish our friends in a proper way, in other word more meaningful and effective...so the priest in my parish told us that the proper way to wish a christmas is by wishing our friends and family a BLESSED CHRISTMAS...by wishing this, everybody will be blessed for the whole year coming, because every word is a prayer...so why not...instead of using Merry which only last for christmas only, why dont you use Blessed Christmas where it will last for a year straight...Soo...Have a BLESSED CHRISTMAS....

I am Stronger Than Yesterday !

Yes I am ! Hahaha...and i would never expect myself to cope with everything ! but still there is the consequences that i have to bear, but at least everyone is happy....and that's fine with me !.....at least.....arghhh.....i think im going to die.....gudbyee everyone......


Stronger than yesterday
Now it’s nothing but my way
My lonliness ain’t killing me no more
I’m stronger

That I ever thought that I could be, baby
I used to go with the flow
Didn’t really care ‘bout me
You might think that I can’t take it, but you’re wrong
‘Cause now I’m Stronger !

Its About Friendship!

Hey there....well its time for me to waste my time posting a post since there is nothing to do besides than playing stupid games...recently when i went back to my home...I was truly happy....where I met my best friends...just like the old time...they were my friends since I was in high school and we spent much time together...they often went to my home that time because they want to be the crew for my brothers' group...my brothers are often requested for PA System and Music services whenever there is an important occasion such as a function at schools, at the district's community hall and the most occasion is the wedding parties since they(my bros) have the most complete system and devices....from huge speakers, to a heavy power-M and many other devices related to music...regardless the place or distance, we will definitely be there if requested...so my friends and I went to many places, even to the rural area...we had so much fun during those days...we gain so much experiences which is usually gained by most of people during a ceremony... ha-ha...so last week was my sister's occasion at my home...so I invited them to my house to do the things that we do as always in the past...after a while i haven't met them, they still willing to come and help in the preparation process even though they were very busy with respective life...frankly speaking, I am touched in a sudden...and I have never felt the friendship moment for quite a long time...and I am looking forward to spend time with them again later on...because I miss them even until now...now I have learnt that even though we are separated in respective pursuit either in study or work or life, the friendship shall never be forgotten!...but to maintain a good relationship, sacrifices has to be made, just like my friends did it to me...and I am thankful to have a friends like that...^^

Told ya. They were helping!

Going Back!

Hey there. Well today I'm going back at my home to attend a family occasion. After all everything happen for a reason. I am upset that I didn't go back last week. But now God gave me the change to go back and I am very thankful for that. But it is a waste where I can't join my classmates for the Teslian Night. Well, I still can have that night in future. Besides, family is my first priority. So to my dearest Friends, I am sorry. So, Beloved HOME ! Im coming !

I'm Staying ^^

Heyy There....Hehe...How's Life ? I Hope Its Better....Tonight, Everybody (not everyone) Will Be Very Busy ! Packing ! Haha...the most Waited thing to be done...There's a joy in doing this thing(I felt it myself)....and i dont know how to describe it....well i guess im going to be all by myself afterwards for a week..(not that lonely u know)...hahahaha....its not that I dont missed my home....its not that i dont want to go back...but im saving THE VERY BEST for The LASt....yeahhhh.....The Feeling of "GOING BACK HOME" has to be KICKK ! If I Go Back Too Often, Then Its Like nothing( My personal Feeling )...U know what I mean ? Hehehe....But its kinda lonely....nevermind....in order to get the best thing, there must be a sacrifice to be made.....and that makes the "going Back Home" so meaningful...Plus its already Advent when i go back....ohyesss....time passes too fast...seems like i'm left behind...haha.....joking....life's getting better when there is nothing to do rather than hanging out with friends, DIGITALLY! Hahaha....we played together, chat together and shares our thought....hoho....but still, i misses my home......huhu.....nevermind(Mr Okay Guy)....hahaha