Merry Christmas?

Hey There, i wanted to share a little bit about christmas since it is just around the corner...Well i remembered last year where the priest in my parish told us about the word 'MERRY' in "MERRY CHRISTMAS"...well its kind of a tradition where we were taught to wish our friends using MERRY CHRISTMAS since we were kid...but in a religion way, it is not suitable...from the definition of MERRY itself, it only wishing a great time and a wonderful time during christmas...its not a sin to wish using the word merry...we can use the word to wish for those who are not in the same religion, but within us, we should wish our friends in a proper way, in other word more meaningful and effective...so the priest in my parish told us that the proper way to wish a christmas is by wishing our friends and family a BLESSED CHRISTMAS...by wishing this, everybody will be blessed for the whole year coming, because every word is a prayer...so why not...instead of using Merry which only last for christmas only, why dont you use Blessed Christmas where it will last for a year straight...Soo...Have a BLESSED CHRISTMAS....

I am Stronger Than Yesterday !

Yes I am ! Hahaha...and i would never expect myself to cope with everything ! but still there is the consequences that i have to bear, but at least everyone is happy....and that's fine with me !.....at least.....arghhh.....i think im going to die.....gudbyee everyone......


Stronger than yesterday
Now it’s nothing but my way
My lonliness ain’t killing me no more
I’m stronger

That I ever thought that I could be, baby
I used to go with the flow
Didn’t really care ‘bout me
You might think that I can’t take it, but you’re wrong
‘Cause now I’m Stronger !

Its About Friendship!

Hey there....well its time for me to waste my time posting a post since there is nothing to do besides than playing stupid games...recently when i went back to my home...I was truly happy....where I met my best friends...just like the old time...they were my friends since I was in high school and we spent much time together...they often went to my home that time because they want to be the crew for my brothers' group...my brothers are often requested for PA System and Music services whenever there is an important occasion such as a function at schools, at the district's community hall and the most occasion is the wedding parties since they(my bros) have the most complete system and devices....from huge speakers, to a heavy power-M and many other devices related to music...regardless the place or distance, we will definitely be there if requested...so my friends and I went to many places, even to the rural area...we had so much fun during those days...we gain so much experiences which is usually gained by most of people during a ceremony... ha-ha...so last week was my sister's occasion at my home...so I invited them to my house to do the things that we do as always in the past...after a while i haven't met them, they still willing to come and help in the preparation process even though they were very busy with respective life...frankly speaking, I am touched in a sudden...and I have never felt the friendship moment for quite a long time...and I am looking forward to spend time with them again later on...because I miss them even until now...now I have learnt that even though we are separated in respective pursuit either in study or work or life, the friendship shall never be forgotten!...but to maintain a good relationship, sacrifices has to be made, just like my friends did it to me...and I am thankful to have a friends like that...^^

Told ya. They were helping!

Going Back!

Hey there. Well today I'm going back at my home to attend a family occasion. After all everything happen for a reason. I am upset that I didn't go back last week. But now God gave me the change to go back and I am very thankful for that. But it is a waste where I can't join my classmates for the Teslian Night. Well, I still can have that night in future. Besides, family is my first priority. So to my dearest Friends, I am sorry. So, Beloved HOME ! Im coming !

I'm Staying ^^

Heyy There....Hehe...How's Life ? I Hope Its Better....Tonight, Everybody (not everyone) Will Be Very Busy ! Packing ! Haha...the most Waited thing to be done...There's a joy in doing this thing(I felt it myself)....and i dont know how to describe it....well i guess im going to be all by myself afterwards for a week..(not that lonely u know)...hahahaha....its not that I dont missed my home....its not that i dont want to go back...but im saving THE VERY BEST for The LASt....yeahhhh.....The Feeling of "GOING BACK HOME" has to be KICKK ! If I Go Back Too Often, Then Its Like nothing( My personal Feeling )...U know what I mean ? Hehehe....But its kinda lonely....nevermind....in order to get the best thing, there must be a sacrifice to be made.....and that makes the "going Back Home" so meaningful...Plus its already Advent when i go back....ohyesss....time passes too fast...seems like i'm left behind...haha.....joking....life's getting better when there is nothing to do rather than hanging out with friends, DIGITALLY! Hahaha....we played together, chat together and shares our thought....hoho....but still, i misses my home......huhu.....nevermind(Mr Okay Guy)....hahaha

Its Been Awhile

Hello guys, its been awhile since i updated my blog...yeah...life is crazy here....very2 busy with studies and kokum... but still i enjoyed it very much ^^... now i have only 2 more assignment to be submitted....thank God to that...its been 102 days im here and during those days, i have learnt many things....i had faced many things both good and bad...and i know im getting stronger everyday...yeah....everyone does actually...haha...hmm...am'I maturing or what...no...its the influence from my friends...i guess...and that makes me matured...hahhaa....everyday i missed my family OPCHOSSS ! and definitely My friends....hmmmm...actually..i rather say i LIKE living here even though i dont....i guess im still in the process of adapting (its been 3 months oredy) ... nevermind....at least im surviving till this very moment...sometimes I overjoyed.....most of it over depressed...pehh....WELCOME TO CAMPUS LIFE ! yeah....about money...yeah...very2 dangerous....i could  die here wasting money for something that is not necessary...pehh...do i have to live like this for 5 years...the answer is YES ! okfineeeeee ! whatever....life is life....so BE IT !

Im Coming Home!

Nahh!....its almost time to go back home...arghhh....i wish I could Skip these days of waiting...haizzz....tetepa....when i go back...i want to give my love to every corner of my house...goshh i miss home F***in' D**n like S**t.....haizzzzz....oh my Fryday...Come to me as quickly as You Can!......kemon2!.....

Another TGIF!

ohyeahh!!!!.....another TGIF!...yesss......i'm coming home...arghhhh...i cant wait to go back home..and then meet my family and friends...ex-classmates most of it!....xD....btw i miss the atmosphere where it is very cold there....i bet someone is getting flu when going back home..wakakak xD xD xD.....nvm....it is my pleasure to have that....but within the time i have to finish all the coursework...arghhh...next week it will be the most challenging week ever!!!...everyday we have to submit a coursework...kfine!....i will be paid up during the holiday!.....hahahhaa.....2 weeks left!....kemon2!

Today I Dont Feel Like Doing Anything!!!

sadgfkjashfuAEYqaw......2 WEEKS left!......haizzz......i'm coming hoomeee....i'm coming homee!!!...xD.xD.xD......haizzz......assignmt ini....membunuhhkuuu.......wahai HOMETOWN...aku rindu 1/2 kepadamu!......wakkakaka.....going crazy....fvjskdjgbsdlkfgjvlsdfjalkjkdjfhlxgnmfn

TADAU POGIOMBOLUTAN! (Friendship Day!)

My 5V members with our Class Teacher!

Another Picture of my 5V members with our Class Teacher!

Since today is the FRIENDSHIP DAY... i will not miss this opportunity to say to all...including strangers who reading this ^^....Happeee Friendship day!....hehehe....whole my life journey....i've met soooo many kinds of friends....some of them are good...some of them are crazy..some of them are annoying.....etc....heheh....fuhhh..if its not by my friends in the beginning....i would not be like this now....first2....to my best prennn during my elementary school.....hahhaha....i smiled when i recall back those time....i was in year 5 by that time....as i was moving to another school....my bestfrien and i...we were......hahahaha.....well...do what friends do when some is about to leave...hahha....back at home...i cried....lol....when i was a kid!...hhaha....after that i moved to Tenom for my year 6.....there...also...i have a bestfriend.....well...he was kind...i think....too kind from me...hahah....he was a bright student and as the prefect leader....huhu.....soo many memories even i spent only a year there....then..i went for my secondary school back to my hometown....hooho....here...i gained....MAAAANNNYYY besties.....and i damn fucking miss them right now...from form 1 until 5....pehhh....and the most of it....My 5V members and L2-4 members.... and my 3S friends!!...soo many to miss huh......during this time....i grow up....by their help....by their guidance....until what i have become now.....arghhh.....so..whatever it is....HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY!......

My L2-4 Members!

BEST FRIEND.....
the best thing that we can have,
and the best thing that we can be!

My 3S Friends!